take a dump on my sketchbook

without reference I’m the shittiest fucking illustrator in the whole goddamn world and it’s wicked fucking annoying to not be able to create images just from my mind. Even if I could just get something decent out and then go get my reference and refine it I’d be happy, but without anything I can barely make a half-assed stick figure.

I fucking just hate school and I want to be done and out so I dont have to deal with teachers and assignments and I can just paint lovely scenes and sell them to people who wont say anything about them but will just hand me money and go along on their merry ways. FUUUUCCCCKKKKK